Even so...you're one the few people who doesn't need to knock. [ Plus, it wasn't as if Serenity or anyone could intrude on him. He always knew when people were coming to his door. If there was one thing about Kamui, he was never off guard.
He raises an eyebrow as the older woman placed her hand on his and continues to walk in. For some reason, it helped calm Kamui. Although, he didn't know he felt tense.]
...I'm not sad about it. [Kamui starts as he closed the door, his head down making his hair cover his eyes as he stays close to the door. He then turns to Serenity.] ...I don't feel sad at all. What I feel is...worry.
[Kamui went over to her, taking the space that the Queen indicated. For moments he was quiet, trying to sort through his thoughts and feelings. When he was excited about things, they tend to be all over the place.]
...He was happy here. Free here. Even though I wanted to leave so much, he was the opposite, only wanting to stay.
[He is silent again and it takes awhile for him to begin talking.] ...but now he probably went back to his own world.
Mmm, Takuma and D are very strong. They will be tested and tried, pushed to the brink. But they will find happiness. They may even return here one day. Death for either of them is not the worst option. We can be put through horrible things and survive, and live, and most importantly we will heal afterward.
[She shifted and held Kamui's chin, and suddenly she seems so much older. She doesn't feel 22 even if she looks it perpetually, but there is a wisdom in her eyes that only the most extreme hardhsips and age can provide.]
Do not worry for him, Kamui. You must pray for him to have strength to get up after it all.
I know that Takuma is strong and he can take care of himself. But in a lot of ways, he's just like him. Just like my...brother.
[Kamui averts his eyes from Serenity and closes them.]
My brother would do anything if it meant lessening the pain for someone else. He'll take on responsibility even if he had no part in it or if it wasn't his fault. He'll neglect his own happiness, if it meant someone else could be happy. That's the kind of person he is. And in some ways, Takuma is capable of that.
That's why whenever my brother would be faced with something difficult. I was there to support him and make sure no harm came to him. Here in Somarium, I was kind of like for Takuma, when D couldn't be there. I took on that role, because it was familiar and Takuma was so similar to my brother, that it was easy for me to slip into it.But...
[Kamui allowed Serenity to hold him, he didn't fight, but he didn't move in to her touch either. His attention was to his mind, his thoughts.
He continues] But I'm not sure if he has support in his world.There was a dream Takuma had when he returned. He was kept in a cage and seemed very obedient to this woman. Ever since then, Takuma has changed.
[He sighs]And even before that, he had said things to me that was weird. He told me. before he arrived in Somarium, he was in a very critical condition. And he wondered if anyone found him or even bothered to.
And the school he belonged to is no longer there. I'm wondering what kind of world did the other return to.
Kamui... [She carded her fingers through his tresses and sat in silence for a few moments.] Even if we lose everything, there is hope, Takuma may be the sort to take on the problems of others, and this woman... even if he is caged he can and will find a way to break through. You have to have faith in Takuma, as I do.
Hell on Earth does not last forever, as a vampire you will come to know this with more time.
No, because darkness is drawn to light, and light to darkness. We need one another. Chaos and Cosmos cannot exist without the other long. We seek each other out because we are all lonely stars.
Takuma, though he will be tried, will have us here, waiting for him and loving him. He is not truly alone, we never are. And your faith in him will bring him strength.
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Date: 2011-03-12 06:40 pm (UTC)IC
Date: 2011-03-12 06:49 pm (UTC)IC
Date: 2011-03-13 02:32 am (UTC)This is your house, you're free to go wherever you want. I won't stop you if that's what you want to do.
IC
Date: 2011-03-13 08:49 am (UTC)IC
Date: 2011-03-14 02:11 am (UTC)IC
Date: 2011-03-14 07:48 am (UTC)IC
Date: 2011-03-15 03:00 am (UTC)You didn't have to knock.
IC
Date: 2011-03-15 06:13 am (UTC)IC
Date: 2011-03-15 06:47 am (UTC)He raises an eyebrow as the older woman placed her hand on his and continues to walk in. For some reason, it helped calm Kamui. Although, he didn't know he felt tense.]
...I'm not sad about it. [Kamui starts as he closed the door, his head down making his hair cover his eyes as he stays close to the door. He then turns to Serenity.] ...I don't feel sad at all. What I feel is...worry.
IC
Date: 2011-03-15 06:52 am (UTC)Why worry, Kamui?
IC
Date: 2011-03-15 07:00 am (UTC)...He was happy here. Free here. Even though I wanted to leave so much, he was the opposite, only wanting to stay.
[He is silent again and it takes awhile for him to begin talking.] ...but now he probably went back to his own world.
IC
Date: 2011-03-15 08:05 am (UTC)[She shifted and held Kamui's chin, and suddenly she seems so much older. She doesn't feel 22 even if she looks it perpetually, but there is a wisdom in her eyes that only the most extreme hardhsips and age can provide.]
Do not worry for him, Kamui. You must pray for him to have strength to get up after it all.
IC
Date: 2011-03-16 03:42 am (UTC)[Kamui averts his eyes from Serenity and closes them.]
My brother would do anything if it meant lessening the pain for someone else. He'll take on responsibility even if he had no part in it or if it wasn't his fault. He'll neglect his own happiness, if it meant someone else could be happy. That's the kind of person he is. And in some ways, Takuma is capable of that.
That's why whenever my brother would be faced with something difficult. I was there to support him and make sure no harm came to him. Here in Somarium, I was kind of like for Takuma, when D couldn't be there. I took on that role, because it was familiar and Takuma was so similar to my brother, that it was easy for me to slip into it.But...
IC
Date: 2011-03-16 04:55 am (UTC)IC
Date: 2011-03-16 05:46 am (UTC)He continues]
But I'm not sure if he has support in his world.There was a dream Takuma had when he returned. He was kept in a cage and seemed very obedient to this woman. Ever since then, Takuma has changed.
[He sighs]And even before that, he had said things to me that was weird. He told me. before he arrived in Somarium, he was in a very critical condition. And he wondered if anyone found him or even bothered to.
And the school he belonged to is no longer there. I'm wondering what kind of world did the other return to.
IC
Date: 2011-03-16 06:41 am (UTC)Hell on Earth does not last forever, as a vampire you will come to know this with more time.
IC
Date: 2011-03-16 08:18 am (UTC)I've lived long enough to know Hell does not last forever, but that doesn't mean it's not gone forever.
[He sighs.]
But I will have faith in him. Faith that he'll use his own strength to get out of any predicament in his way and that he'll find happiness.
IC
Date: 2011-03-16 08:34 am (UTC)Takuma, though he will be tried, will have us here, waiting for him and loving him. He is not truly alone, we never are. And your faith in him will bring him strength.
IC
Date: 2011-03-17 01:59 am (UTC)I remember saying the same thing to someone else not to long ago, to have faith.But even I can lost faith once in awhile.